Readmylip-s, ♥

Hi.

I came across this on Tumblr. And I just felt like sharing my pov on it.

Sometime we get confused with how people say they're broken, upset and what not, but they're still able to smile. I do envy people who can actually still put up a strong front though they may have tons of emotions and thoughts running through their mind. My take on this would be that, just because we're having problems, it doesn't mean we can't still smile and laugh, enjoy whatever is left for you to be happy about. Apart from that, it doesn't mean that when a person is smiling all the time, they don't have problems of their own too. For instance, you might never know that the stranger next to you is completely broken, and seeking seclusion, or even, the person who smiles the most might actually be the one who cries themselves to sleep at night.

Some things are better left unsaid, but we should never bottle up too much, for you might kill your soul in the long run.

x, Nurfa.

Radiate Positivity. / 0 comments (+)

Hello. :')

Alhamdulillah I've been feeling better ever since I went to get some medications at the polyclinic last Wednesday. I am still contemplating tho, whether or not I wanna go to the hospital to go for some scope check for my tummy. I had a heart check as well. My ECG is normal however I have an unconfirmed diagnosis. I'm praying hard that its really nothing and its just my mental wellness that is affecting me because its gon' be mad scary if I'm diagnosed with anything bad right now.

Well on the bright side, I do feel a little stronger and healthier tho I do get so lethargic at times, for I-don't-know-what. Now that I'm slowly regaining my health, I believe that its time I regenerate some positivity and radiate positive vibes to, well hopefully everyone. Or at least, the very minimum, to my loved ones. I saw my bestfriend being a victim of cyber bully (and whoever you are, you will never be able to tear her down. She's stronger than you think she is.)

School's still the boring theories and what not. Its only the beginning of week 4. I shall pray hard that uture weeks will be better and go easy on me.

God doesn't challenge me with things that I can't overcome. InsyaAllah, I will pull thru.

x, Nurfa.

Blurred lines. / 0 comments (+)

Hello!

Whoa, its been quite a while since I posted an entry here, eh?

2013 has been fine thus far. I wouldn't say its perfect generally but I would definitely say that I coped well considering a lot of things has happened. Of course, great things have happened too! Am still feeling extremely blessed to have the boyfriend by my side, constantly getting good news about the brother who's now in NS, having an elder sister to talk to and seek help from and last but not least, the presence of my favourite girl who's my very own best friend! Oh and not to forget, the trip to Melbourne in September! Definitely and eye-opener and a new experience. I kinda miss Melbourne tho. The atmosphere is totally different from what Singapore has to offer. *insert smiley*

Its the kick-start of the 3rd week of school and I am honestly already bored of the modules. A DOAL student like me cannot take too much theory lessons, especially considering that all 5 modules have a lot of theories that we have to learn. How in the world do I grasp all the concepts of multiple theories in a week?! Sigh. I am trying my best to cope and I really do hope I'll do well this semester, insyaAllah amin!

I titled this entry as blurred lines because I really can't read people like how I used to, and I can't gauge anymore, what I think might happen. All that runs through my head is just, "Whatever thats gonna happen, will happen, and I can't change it nor can I control it."

ANYWAY!

I've a couple of things in my bucket list that I wanna get before the end of 2013 (or atleast maybe y'knw, just eventually get my hands on them hehe):
Nike SB Zoom Janoski Digi-Floral Camo
New Balance 574
Vans Liberty (Pending!)

Sigh. I really do love sneakers.

x, Nurfa.

The Best Relationship / 0 comments (+)

"The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It’s when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs, have unexpected hugs and random kisses. It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It’s when you’ll rather stay in to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle, than go out all the time. It’s when you’ll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It’s when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are." - Tumblr

x, Nurfa.

Instructor Nurfa! / 0 comments (+)

Hello earthlings!

I've been working recently, ever since my term break started. My schedule has definitely been extremely tight. I haven't really talked about work to pretty much a lot of people so I guess this is a good platform (well, sort of) to talk about it! I'm currently working at CCAC under Exponent. I'm a belayer! Not exactly a group instructor yet, but insyaAllah, soon when I'm mentally prepared. I've done 3 camps ever since my term break started. The campers were definitely a fruitful bunch. I have had a couple of campers who are such sweetie pies.Cheering a "Are you Nurfa" cheer as well as creating my very own 'Instructor Nurfa' clap for me :') awwwww. I am honestly very honored whenever the kids actually enjoy my presence. You know, at least I feel like I am not extremely boring where the kids totally brush me off. hehehe.

I hope my journey as an instructor doesn't stop here. Am hoping to become a freelance outdoor educator someday, insyaAllah! TEEHEE :3

x, Nurfa.

Term break! / 0 comments (+)

Hello!

I'm finally blogging in front of the screen again!

5 weeks of school has passed, and the holidays has just kicked in! I'm kinda half-hearted about it tho. Its like I'm psyched that I get to have a 3 week break from solving problems and having to do RJs. I'm also excited to be back at camp for work, as well as go on a short getaway with the family! The down turn, however, is I've internship preparatory. I still find it ridiculous that we're required to be in business wear. I mean, I know its for our future interview and stuff. The term "Internship Preparatory" is rather self-explanatory already anyway heh. Anyway. Apart from that, UTs start right when school re-opens. This calls for major full fletched revisions and stuff. I rlly gotta work my bottoms off to ace my UT 1 and increase my cumulative GPA. No doubt UT is a definitely pressure righr now. Lets hope I pull thru, insyaAlllah.

Things have been the usual roller coaster ride with a couple of loop-de-loops but I think I'm coping well with them all. (Key word: I THINK!) The current predicament though. Its pretty frustrating at times, yes. But nay, I ain't gonna fallllllll. (HAHA this sounds so drama mama)

Clock's ticking at 0:22am and I'm pretty darn sure I'm supposed to be snuggling in bed. And thats exactly what Im'manbe doing now hehe. Goodnight y'all. Till the next entry!

x, Nurfa.

Our Date. / 0 comments (+)

08.05.13

Went on a simple date at Botanical Garden with my favorite boy.

We managed to get a couple of photos.

The best experience would probably be coming across this friendly yet mischievous monkey who stole our coca cola and green tea. The only reason we got over it was cos the monkey was being so cute, beyond extreme! I couldn't stop staring at the monkey. He/She (or it, perhaps) tore the black rubbish bag and rummage for food to eat. That was definitely the first time I saw such things happening right before my eyes!

Anyway. I really had a splendid day. Finally some quality times together, and time off from school! :) Definitely up for more adventures (or dates, he calls them) in time to come, insyaAllah!

x, Nurfa.

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