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What's up, what's good!
I'm finally back on here again probably because there were a lot of things going on the past few weeks/months and there's just a lot in my mind right now. Just to update y'all readers on what I've been up to lately, I'm currently doing part time at Forest Adventure! Definitely loving it there. I've been busy too with lotsa stuff so I'm finally making time to sit down and blog!
With that said, I'm gonna blog about something that I'm sure would be relatable to a lot of y'all - People and Trust.
*All content that is gonna be put out are mostly first hand experience, and some are those that I've heard from my own friends.
We all have cliques, friends, best friends, close friends, boy/girl friend (yeah you kinda get my drift now heh.) But has it ever occurred to you that these friendships may just die down? Be it because of feuds, irreconcilable differences or just y'knw, because y'all just don't communicate anymore and simply become acquaintances. To me though, one of the worst way to lose a friend is by the influence of somebody else. And if that isn't bad enough, that somebody else might just be someone who's close to you too. You never really know how much you can trust a friend sometimes. I've never really understood why people say 'Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer' until things happened right before me. Even so, I do not, I repeat, DO NOT, understand why people bother to spend so much time to 'kill' you when they can use that time to do something more worth it. Probably like improving yourself or do something beneficial, yknw?
I've never condoned the whole idea of backstabbing a friend. It just doesn't make any sense. Why do you loathe a person so much to wanna ruin what they have or are working towards? If you're doing it for revenge, that's just plain narrow, really. I've been back stabbed, cheated on, lied to, stepped on, but never once did I decide to take revenge on the other person or whoever else that was involved. I don't believe in tit-for-tat when it comes to such things. You don't fight fire with fire. No questions asked. You just don't. If you find major satisfaction in destroying a person's life, seeing them in misery, drowning themselves in melancholy, you probably have issues with yourself. You don't benefit from it. Nothing at all. Zero. Zilch.
Moving on to something a little personal;
I see the importance of having the need for some alone time. I have had friends coming up to me asking me why I get so 'emo-nemo' and such. But to me though, wanting to have alone time does not necessarily mean that I I'm upset or I've got too much negative vibes. No. A lot of times when I spend a day alone, I reflect on my life. Its pretty vague to say life but yknw, pretty much the typical things like what I wanna do, where do I wanna go, what has been happening, how do I fix what is broken etc. And if you know me well enough, you'll know how independent I am. I'm tryna keep my social circle small but that doesn't mean I don't give two hoots about the people in my life. All those who I keep close in my heart (you know who you are.), I will always pray for the best and for our friendship to last. But with that being said, it doesn't mean I don't give two hoots about other friends and acquaintances. I do, but I may not show it. I'm generally a nice person until you decide to meddle with my life so if ever you see me outside or you know me from somewhere, do say hi! I am very bad with matching names and faces especially if I've only see you once or twice so pardon me if I look like a lost sheep when you say hi :')
Till the next entry, God bless!
(If there's anything you want me to blog about, or any phase of my life you're curious about, do let me know! You can reach me on twitter/instagram - @blvckwidxw ! I'm now on snapchat too - nvrfaaa ; its as raw as it gets!)
x, nvrfa.
