Don't they? /
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Yes. Yes they definitely do did.
I hate how I think too much that I'm starting to kill myself by my own fear.
x, nurfa.
I hate how I think too much that I'm starting to kill myself by my own fear.
x, nurfa.
Just Because, /
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Hi.
I came across this on Tumblr. And I just felt like sharing my pov on it.
Sometime we get confused with how people say they're broken, upset and what not, but they're still able to smile. I do envy people who can actually still put up a strong front though they may have tons of emotions and thoughts running through their mind. My take on this would be that, just because we're having problems, it doesn't mean we can't still smile and laugh, enjoy whatever is left for you to be happy about. Apart from that, it doesn't mean that when a person is smiling all the time, they don't have problems of their own too. For instance, you might never know that the stranger next to you is completely broken, and seeking seclusion, or even, the person who smiles the most might actually be the one who cries themselves to sleep at night.
Some things are better left unsaid, but we should never bottle up too much, for you might kill your soul in the long run.
x, Nurfa.
Radiate Positivity. /
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Hello. :')
Alhamdulillah I've been feeling better ever since I went to get some medications at the polyclinic last Wednesday. I am still contemplating tho, whether or not I wanna go to the hospital to go for some scope check for my tummy. I had a heart check as well. My ECG is normal however I have an unconfirmed diagnosis. I'm praying hard that its really nothing and its just my mental wellness that is affecting me because its gon' be mad scary if I'm diagnosed with anything bad right now.
Well on the bright side, I do feel a little stronger and healthier tho I do get so lethargic at times, for I-don't-know-what. Now that I'm slowly regaining my health, I believe that its time I regenerate some positivity and radiate positive vibes to, well hopefully everyone. Or at least, the very minimum, to my loved ones. I saw my bestfriend being a victim of cyber bully (and whoever you are, you will never be able to tear her down. She's stronger than you think she is.)
School's still the boring theories and what not. Its only the beginning of week 4. I shall pray hard that uture weeks will be better and go easy on me.
God doesn't challenge me with things that I can't overcome. InsyaAllah, I will pull thru.
x, Nurfa.
Blurred lines. /
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Hello!
Whoa, its been quite a while since I posted an entry here, eh?
2013 has been fine thus far. I wouldn't say its perfect generally but I would definitely say that I coped well considering a lot of things has happened. Of course, great things have happened too! Am still feeling extremely blessed to have the boyfriend by my side, constantly getting good news about the brother who's now in NS, having an elder sister to talk to and seek help from and last but not least, the presence of my favourite girl who's my very own best friend! Oh and not to forget, the trip to Melbourne in September! Definitely and eye-opener and a new experience. I kinda miss Melbourne tho. The atmosphere is totally different from what Singapore has to offer. *insert smiley*
Its the kick-start of the 3rd week of school and I am honestly already bored of the modules. A DOAL student like me cannot take too much theory lessons, especially considering that all 5 modules have a lot of theories that we have to learn. How in the world do I grasp all the concepts of multiple theories in a week?! Sigh. I am trying my best to cope and I really do hope I'll do well this semester, insyaAllah amin!
I titled this entry as blurred lines because I really can't read people like how I used to, and I can't gauge anymore, what I think might happen. All that runs through my head is just, "Whatever thats gonna happen, will happen, and I can't change it nor can I control it."
ANYWAY!
I've a couple of things in my bucket list that I wanna get before the end of 2013 (or atleast maybe y'knw, just eventually get my hands on them hehe):
Nike SB Zoom Janoski Digi-Floral Camo
New Balance 574
Vans Liberty (Pending!)
Sigh. I really do love sneakers.
x, Nurfa.
I titled this entry as blurred lines because I really can't read people like how I used to, and I can't gauge anymore, what I think might happen. All that runs through my head is just, "Whatever thats gonna happen, will happen, and I can't change it nor can I control it."
ANYWAY!
I've a couple of things in my bucket list that I wanna get before the end of 2013 (or atleast maybe y'knw, just eventually get my hands on them hehe):
Nike SB Zoom Janoski Digi-Floral Camo
New Balance 574
Vans Liberty (Pending!)
Sigh. I really do love sneakers.
x, Nurfa.
