Define love. /
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They say love is a strong word. Indeed it is.
How do I define love? What is my perception of love?
The way I see it, its when someone brings down the walls I've built for the past years, shunning every single soul who tried to enter my mind or even touch my soul. Those walls were built out of fear. Out of experience. I didn't want to go thru anymore period of melancholy. The feeling annihilates me inside out. Its uncontrollable, out of reach. It just sits in me and haunts me. I thought I'd never open my heart for anyone anymore. Until I met an amazing being.
He makes me so comfortable talking to him. He makes me feel important, like I'm here for a reason. He brings joy and happiness to my life. His exuberant character makes me wanna know him even more. The shivers that run down my spine, the chills that I feel on my skin, whenever we talk. He never fails to give me a gush of adrenaline rush whenever I see the curve on his face, which we're known to as a smile. There's just something about him, that no words in a dictionary can explain, y'know? And who is he? He's none other than my boyfriend. My Boo. My Bowlie. The peanut butter to my jelly. The smoke to my high. The pencil to my paper. The love of my life.
I'm more than elated to be able to be with someone extraordinary like him. God blessed me with someone I can finally be comfortable with. Someone who doesn't judge me by the way I look. Someone who loves me for who I am. Someone who still calls me beautiful even when I'm all sweaty and messy after a whole day at work, or when I'm in the simplest of all outfits. Someone who guides me to be a better person, to change for the better. Someone who's always listening. Someone who's willing to go an extra mile just for me.
Dear Akmal,
Thank you for all that you've done for me thus far. No amount of "thank you's" is sufficient to express my gratefulness to call you mine. I know I say this all the time and its gonna sound cliche, but you're really the best. Ever. The day we spoke, I never pictured that we'd be together someday. All I thought was you were out of my league. "I'm forever Earth bound and you're the man on the Moon" - Lunatic / Cassadee Pope. That's exactly how I felt. When I got to know you better, only then I realize, how much of a humble person you are despite the attention you always get. Your care and concern for me is never ending. You're always there for me. Always putting a smile on my face. Saying the cutest most adorable things just so I can get thru the day just fine. The things you do for me always overwhelms me because no other person has done what you did. I never expected to have someone like you. You're more than I ever wanted. And I appreciate every single thing. You may not be perfect, but you're perfect for me. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me, and how proud I am to have you by my side. I love you, boo. Always, all ways. ♥ I'm looking forward to many more adventures with you! x
Love,
Nurfa x Cuppy x Bum Chum. ♥
